I understand that I am a sinner, I do not see myself as worthy of redemption my hatred of humans runs deep I yearn for forgiveness but cannot relinquish my hatred until my enemies are brought to justice and killed. The worst part is finding glee in the suffering of the ignorant, how they cry out in pain after reality is presented before them. I want them humbled and broken until their delusions hold sway over them no longer. God be with you all.