Post by @FiestaBun@decayable.ink

2026-09-26 12:59 UTC

With rising need to self harm, I instead pack my drawing book and pencil case. I don my rare gothic look and head towards McDonald's hoping I wouldn't feel so alone. On the way I couldn't stop my usual wonderment of nature. I pick up beautiful red leaves and admire their crimson color, nearby I notice stunning red fly agaric, or toadstool. It's starting to rain lightly, so I open my umbrella. On a sandy road my eyes notice unusual looking stone, lime green, something I have never seen before. I just stare at the stone in awe while people walk past by me. I pick up the stone and put it into my pocket. At the McDonald's I realize I picked up a very busy time of the day, place was full of people. I place my order and sit on a small table in a corner, seeing the whole place from there. It was a sad reminder of things I didn't have or could never have. Friend groups socializing with each other, couples eating together and families sharing time together. I open my book and start drawing. I sketch out a grim looking bunny. While chewing on french fries, with sad eyes, I secretly admire handsome men in the room. Little girl points at me and calls me a very sad lady. I agree In my mind. Opening another page I sketch a cute lil crabman, since I wasn't sure what to draw next. Walking back home I decide to visit the field. Water dribbles down from trees yellowed leaves. I find more pretty fiery red leaves. After walking for a bit I stop in shock. I notice the taller grassy areas had been cut down. I feel anger inside, there is absolutely no point cutting it this far into the autumn. I had wanted to gather more Greater plantain's seeds, but also all the precious little flowers had been torn down that still worked as a last life line for some bugs. In vain I tried to look for some, but all the flowers were gone, claimed by human hands instead of finding rest in winter's arms. I do find but one rare sight of a last dandelion on a patch. Walking back I notice one soul taking a rest on a plant gone by. It's going to be soon your time to have an eternal sleep... #lifeoffiestabun #soulofbun #artoffiestabun

Replies (5)

@adequate@poa.st 2026-09-26 13:12

@FiestaBun@decayable.ink My pineapple sage is blooming a little too late for the hummingbirds but right on time for you. So long as i don't get a cold snap we'll see a few more lovely red blossom one the next two weeks #bloomscrolling

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@nice-nigger@nicecrew.digital 2026-09-26 13:00

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@Morghur@decayable.ink 2026-09-26 13:28

I went for a walk to the castle ruins today. It's warm despite looking like it's going to rain any second now. I saw a couple of nice looking stones by the beach and a cute dog approached me. Unfortunately because of me changing rooms my mom is on a frenzy to throw away or sell my things and i have to stop her from that. I'm really sad she tried to throw away the film poster my brother snuck out from the film festival from me or say i should sell my games. I'm glad you went out, but don't let it get to you. I know there is a lot of good in you. I've seen it in person and i'll always cherish those memories. Do not give up, bun. btw, i really like that bunny. Looks like a lean mean murder machine

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@echo@shitposter.world 2026-09-26 13:48

@FiestaBun@decayable.ink Leaves already beginning to change color? Jealous! Still all green here. I suspect it's the same back home. I visited a place called Moritzberg Castle today (more like a palace than a castle), took the tour, then walked around the grounds enjoying the beautiful weather. Later explored the grounds around the rural house we're renting. Well, as much as my leg bum leg will allow me to, anyhow. Right now just sitting on the balcony enjoying the view of the Elbe River. (I've seen quite a few elderly people here using hiking poles instead of canes, I wish I had known that was a common thing here.)

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@echo@shitposter.world 2026-09-26 18:00

@amperage1963@poa.st @FiestaBun@decayable.ink At home I don't go very often, unless I get off work late and the c-store has stopped selling hot food. When I do it's usually chicken nuggets, and sometimes a McDouble. While on vacation in Germany I've had spicy chicken nuggets and "potato dippers," which are like a cross between potato wedges and potato skins.

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